Whoa. Long time no talk. It's OK keep your pants on! Life's been crazy I guess, you know how it is. There's really nothing too important to say. Even though the last few days were a blur, the few things I can reflect on this past week are a great nap, finally being warm when I sleep, and ceramics. It's weird, I always think of blog worthy things when I'm no where near my computer,and then once a remember to do a blog entry those things all vanish from my mind, how ironic eh? So I usually just end up rambling on, like so.... yeah. Now this is a totally random thought, but I'm just gonna throw it out there. So the other day at work I say this couple come in and tie their dog at he entrance of the store, so that he wasn't outside in the cold, but wouldn't come all the way into the store and wreak havoc. And this was a pretty young little puppy, very cute, and soft, he was very friendly to anyone who would go up and pet him, but he didn't get too excited. Then when he saw his owners going through the till he started crying and pulling on his leash, like he was reassured that they hadn't abandoned him and that they were still present somewhere around him. And as they started to walk towards him he couldn't sit still, his tail wagging so hard it looked like it was about to fall off, and he tried to sit down but his legs couldn't stay still. He was whimpering and whining as they approached, and his eyes so full of excitement like he couldn't contain it all even if he tried. One of the owners bent down to untie his leash, and he nearly exploded with joy. The little puppy gave me this weird thought. That dog was so in love with his owners he couldn't even sit still when they were near, he was trying to escape to get closer to them, he was whining, whimpering for them to notice him. And I wondered two things, first if that was what it was like to be in love, I later came to the conclusion that love probably felt that way, even though I've never been in love, and second what that dog felt like, what that feeling was like, to be in love with someone so much you can't sit still when they are near you, you want them to always be around you and touching you, talking to you, I wonder what that amount of excitement feels like. I actually envied that puppy, for what he was feeling, I was in awe of him. That must feel so wonderful, to have such joy spreading through you when someone you're in love with comes near you, or in sight of you, or talks to you. I actually don't know where I was going with this but, I just needed to get that thought out of my head for now. anywhos
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